Friday, December 30, 2005
sometimes the idea seems to become more and more welcoming because you find that there are actually people who are thinking of exactly the same thing.
however it could be due to different grounds that allowed this idea to cross their minds.
one thing in common is that it is really pointless.
pointless in a sense that you see yourself getting nowhere and don't see any reason why you should still be carrying on with it.
when you think about it, you get discouraged even further or perhaps lose the motivation to persevere and strive.
you bombard yourself with questions that you yourself don't even know how to answer and this sort of worsened the whole situation.
you talk to your friends who share the same thoughts and decide that it is really useless but at the same time, you don't want to give it all up because you have some feelings attached to it.
life without it would be boring, uninteresting and what we call, 'no life' albeit the fact that there is no more need to push yourself nor don in self misery because you don't seem to do anything that is useful.
you feel disappointed in yourself because you don't usually do things halfway through.
people encouraged you, persuaded you, tried to talk sense into you but all of them did not seem to change your mindset once the feeling comes back and you feel like giving up again.
confused you may be but you don't know until when are you going live with this undecided decision that seems to be daunting your mind.
the 'you' i'm talking about is no one but myself.
Posted by stranger at 5:07 PM
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
cant really believe that i got over the torturous christmas at people's park complex!
time past especially slowly ytd with the big clock almost right in front of me!
was literally looking at the clock every five minutes i wonder how many times i had looked at the clock..
so i worked nine and a half hrs.. after much calculation, i tink i looked at the clock for 114 times! haha
it was horrible there.. dun like!
they were like spewing vulgarities.. too much la..
summore all the staff are well.. 'uncles'
good thing ytd was the last day of work no more stoning alr..
worked only seven days in total quite little but oh wells.. had trngs too so cant work for to many days..
oh.. there was actually no double pay working on christmas! :( wei he lor!!
gotta really thank zhen elaine and lulu for comin over to rescue me from boredom for abt two hrs until one of the staff sorta 'scolded' them..
really sorry!!
at the end of the day, another staff wrote time out for me at ten pm when in actual fact, it's only 9 30pm.. =)
i still prefer workin at pagoda street!!
okay no use complaining alr.. no more work! yay!
i chanced upon this and found it quite cute!
but well.. i dunno whether if it's true..
Girls
are like apples
on trees.The best ones
are at the top of the tree.
The boys dont want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good
but easy. So the apples at the top, think
something is wrong with them, when in
reality, they're amazing. They jus
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb all
the way
to the top
of the tree.
havin bbq at elaine's hse later on..
okay.. till then!
Posted by stranger at 4:17 AM
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
heaven wasnt on our side today it wasnt even a least bit sunny!
made a wasted trip to sentosa nvr get any tan!
wells nvm at least we had sakae whoa finally satisfied my cravings for sushi haha..
i was fretting over the racer cuz it really doesnt look nice ting and lai are so evil they ignored me!
they said it looked okay but i still think it is very not okay..
anyways we decided to watch narnia after sushi..
i'm penniless once again but this time round, the atm still got money so not as bad as the other time.. haha
oh.. i shant be punctual anymore! always the one waiting!
gonna try to be late next time wahaha..
i guess huiwen and me are always the early birds..
thought i wld be getting my november pay in mid december but it turned out that i will only be getting all my pay in mid january!
that is like so long later..
christmas is approaching but it also means that sch is starting soon!
i have yet to complete anything that is supposed to be done..
the last week of the holidays shall be mugging days? haha
this week is quite relaxing.. doin all the shopping stuff and not using up any brain cells.. =X
i dun wan sch to reopen!
hmm.. took lots and lots of photos recently i think sth must be wrong with us..
oh wells.. no harm rite? =)
hai.. actually im just tryin to make this entry look longer i dunno wad else to blog abt alr!!
alrites.. i'm bored.. wanted to put some pics down but sth's wrong with this window..
okay im gonna catch some slp alr.. ciaos!
Posted by stranger at 5:29 PM
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
back from the bball camp a few days ago..
torturous it may be.. but still endurable..
just that dint manage to sleep soundly for the two nights..
kept tossing and turning..
now i cant get used to sleeping for long hrs..
supposedly to be tired and asleep by now but i'm still wide awake..
had friendly match with the cedar gals at ccab today...
yet another feeling of being useless on court..
dun seem to do anything that can help the team..
recently i kept wondering why i had stayed on..
and i realised that i dunno why.
had another center not been there today, i wldn't have been able to play that much..
but being on court makes me feel like i'm pulling the team down..
hai.. i dunno la..
it feels rather pointless and invisible sometimes..
like whats the point of sacrificing so much time trng when my own improvement is like minimal..
and it's quite impossible to be as good as ppl who have been playin since like four years ago within a year..
but at the same time, being with the team is a nice feeling..
most of them are helpful and understanding and can be really sweet..
it's kind of a different bunch of friends whom i usually mingle with..
perhaps that's cuz we erm go thru 'hardship' tgt?
and there's a common topic to talk abt besides sch stuff and we have a common goal in mind?
goin to sch wld be so monotonous without trng or rather, no life.
sometimes i just wish i was better.
Posted by stranger at 7:15 PM
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
"Rules of the game: post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list 5 people who are next in line to do this. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read yours."
fact 1: I'm quite mischievous in primary school. Done all the things that we're not supposed to do.. erm like cheating in exams, stealing things and playin truant. All these were done during the period between P1 to P4. I think I was stupid enough to have done all those. =X ( kan bu chu ba? haha)
fact 2: I've nvr been admitted to the hospital since the day I'm discharged after I'm born.. healthy eh? =X
fact 3: I always feel like sleeping after eating filet-o-fish no matter where it is.. and uhh i like to sleep =)
fact 4: I cant take chilli!! And I've got a sensitive nose and may sometimes sneeze for five consecutive times if i knock against sth.. oh I'm prone to flu.
fact 5: I AM NOT ANOREXIC!! haha
people I'm going to tag are.. erm.. can i not tag anyone? i lazy!
havin camp tml.. lookin forward yet not lookin forward to it..
aiyes i also dunno.. hope it's tolerable and enjoyable!
hmm ytd wenta support lulu for the third round..
stand until leg pain!
but unfortunately he dint get thru..
but it's alrite.. not bad to get into third round alr!
he'll be screened on the tv for sure.. heh..
ohya we were tryin our best to hide our faces from the camera!
die die i dun wanna be shown on the tv!
the banners that they made attracted quite a lotta attention cuz on it was sth like "caution! louis dun look over here concentrate on your singing"
ahah cant really rmb the exact words on it..
went home after that was climbing up the overhead bridge when i almost fell twice!
alr wore unglamly (shirt and shorts look like goin to market) den almost fell throw face!!
hahha dunno wads with my legs..
recently a bit jelly-ish..
no i cant let it become jelly!
if not how am i gonna run?! =X
den tdy, woke up early in the morn at 9 30 to meet ping at srgn to buy the stuff for the camp..
was literally goin to the market and wore sth unglam again la..
aiya dun care.. haha we shopped for merely 15 mins den the shopping is done! =)
i slept a lot tdy..
i guess thats to re sth sth ( i cant think of the word!) the lack of slp tt i'll have during the camp hahaha
i havent bought xmas presents yet!
the camp ends on saturday nite..
den the following week still have trng and work and study dates!
ohno..
alrites.. i'll end it off here.. til then, ciaos!
Posted by stranger at 11:21 AM
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Tuesday, December 13, 2005
1. What time is it? 8:39 pm
2. Name: Cheehui
3. Nickname(s)(if any): qier, chweex, pusa blah blah blah
4. If you were a skittle,what color would you be? purple
5. zodiac sign: cancer
6. Hair color: black :(
7. Eye color: Black
8. Height: 1.68m
9. Favorite Color(s): silver, brown, red, white and black.
10. Glasses, contacts or neither: glasses and contacts.
11. Shoe Size:~7 i tink..
12. Piercing/tattoos?: Piercings
13. Birthplace: singapore
14. Siblings names: Aihui, Szehui, Yixiang, Jinghui ( so many hor haha)
******HAVE YOU EVER******
15. Cut your own hair?: yes.
16. Skipped school?: yes.
17. Bungee jumped?: no.
18. Went to a concert?: yes
19. Kissed someone of the same sex not related to you? hmm i dun tink so
20. Kiss more than two people in one day?: nahs
21. Stared at the stars for hours?: nopes.. minutes jiu have..
22. Won something?: Yes
23. Been rejected?: nope
24. Been to a funeral?: yeah
24. Used a lighter?: Yes
25. Been on stage?: Yes
******FAVORITE*****
26. Food: I'm fine with anything as long as it tastes okay
27. Ice cream flavor: choc.
28. School subjects: huh.. dun haf.. =X
29. Breakfast cereal: hmm oreo? hha
30. Number(s): 21 (my reg for 6 consecutive yrs despite changes :))
31. Book(s): memoirs of a geisha, silent honour, chinese cinderella
32. Movie(s): troy den cant rmb le..
33. Superhero and side kick: Uh...
34. Drink: hmm..
35. State: i dunno.. theres no state in sg
36. Place: places where theres company.
37. Sport: hmm bball i suppose?
38. Fav type of music: not rock and roll can le..
39. Letter(s): uhm.....
40. Fast food restaurant: long john silvers :)
41. Cartoon: huh.. i dun watch cartoons nowadays.. tom and jerry when young? hah
42. Holiday: semester holidays
43. Name for a son: uhh.. haven thought of it.. but not le chatelier.. hehe
44. Name for a daughter: dunno.
******DO YOU PREFER*****
45. Chocolate or VanillA? Chocolate
46. Long relationships or one night stands?: Long relationships
47. Dogs or cats? dogs
48. Scary movies or comedies? Comedies
49. Silver or gold?:Silver
50. Croutons or bacon bits? wads Croutons?
******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
51. Hedgehog: porcupine! erm not much link actually haha
52. School: nyjc
53. Grass: the grasses along the pavements?
54. Cow: milk
55. Canada: Eh?
56. Mouse: mickey mouse!
57. Hand: fingers
******THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU******
58. Watched a movie? nope
59. Talked on the phone?: Yes
60. Cried?: no
61. Threw up?: No
62. Drank a glass of water?: Yes
63. Talked to someone of the opposite sex?: Yes
64. Read a book or magazine?: hmm ashamed to say, no
65. Watched TV?: Yes
66. Looked in the mirror? Yeah ( this is getting boring!)
67. Taken a shower?: Yes
68. Taken a picture?: yeah
69. Listened to music?: Yes
70. Kissed someone?: No
71. Done your HW? yeah.. one qns only boohoo
72. Told someone you loved them & meant it?: nope
***DO YOU BELIEVE IN....******
73. Heaven? dunno
74. Aliens?: perhaps
75. Fun for the entire family?: i tink so..
76. Freedom of speech? Yes
77. Love?: Yes
78. Magic?: i dunno
*******SOME RANDOM STUFF******
79. Last movie you saw in theaters?: CHICKEN LITTLE -.-"
80. Are you listening to music right now? no
81. What clothes are you wearing right now: shirt and shorts
82. What is the best thing since sliced bread?: Computers
83. What's your GPA?: wads GPA?
84. Where do you want to live when you're older? in a nice place i dunno where
85. What time is it now? 8.58 pm
Posted by stranger at 1:00 PM
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
it feels so pointless sometimes.
Posted by stranger at 3:36 PM
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Wednesday, December 07, 2005
a pic taken some time ago at ikea..
i wanna watch narnia and memoirs of a geisha!
cant wait for memoirs of a geisha to be screened..
i think it's damn nice lah ahha.. cuz it's one of the few storybooks that i read..
im like SOO broke now..
literally penniless! burnt sucha big hole in my pockets tdy..
and guess what.. my atm card actually got declined when i was payin for sth!
oh gosh.. so broke so broke so broke..
cant wait till i get my pay.. whahaha..
den can go gai gai again..
bought funny things.. very mockable.. lol..
but mockable things are quite expensive!
the thought of bringing it to sch made us laugh our heads off..
yvn is the worst lah.. laugh and laugh..
must be too long nvr see us den v high..
hmm.. i just told my sis that day that i think chicken little is sucha dumb show i'll nvr ever watch it..
but.. i wenta watch it tdy =X but i still wun deny that it's a stupid chicken wahaha..
the show still okay lah.. at least it didnt make me slp..
but how come dun haf the ma ee ya hee ma ee ya hu part?
was lookin forward to it lor.. den dun haf!
hahaha.. i like the fish, the orange thing with three eyes and the act cool porcupine!
wells not really like ba.. just that they're better than other characters such as the chicken..
the chicken was quite poor thing though..
had ice cream for dinner.. cuz za men all quite broke..
when i returned home, there isnt even a cent in my wallet can..
hai.. poor me.. haha.. being broke isnt a good 'hweeling' =D
alrites.. tml got trng.. gonna go sleep liaos..
ciaos!!
Posted by stranger at 4:04 PM
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
i'll become a daydreamer real soon..
past few days of work were quite boring.. stoning, staring into space as usual..
haha.. but they quite pangsai.. no relief oso nvr call to tell..
waited for an hour before calling the company to ask.. hai..
quite inefficient..
anyways.. finally got a break.. only workin weekends this week..
oh.. i realised that sometimes, i provided wrong info abt cameras to customers.. oops =X
oh wells.. and i guess im not cut for promoting electronic gadgets..
so.. i wun find similar jobs next time..
hmm.. theres still so much stuffs left undone..
and it feels like the holidays are ending soon..
haven done any work yet :(
will try to do though...
hoho goin out tml.. finally..
haven really gone out since the start of holidays..
hai i oso dunno what else to blog abt..
leading some mundane life.. everything's routined.
alrites.. till then!